Author: rgrunloh

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baha'i

Whatever we are (Still are we Thine)

Luke Slott’s music has been growing on me in the last few months. When I first heard it a year or two ago, it seemed nice but very simple, sort of like practice exercises. But as I look at what he’s done recently, I think that simplicity is deceptive– it’s very subtle and very much a devotional. He’s creating a new album for the upcoming centenary called Home of Light, and he’s posting the songs on YouTube as they’re done.

The first song, “Tablet of the Land of Bá”, takes its text from this Tablet by Bahá’u’lláh to His Son, who had gone on a visit to Beirut. To me it’s the expression of very human feelings. The photos of Akka (Acre, Israel) and the prison from that time are very touching too.

The second song, “Whatever we are (Still are we Thine)” is especially touching to me right now. It reminds me in its simple directness of the “Another world” video I mentioned some months ago.

He’s also doing a series of “Vignettes” sharing his thoughts about ‘Abdu’l-Bahá in the process, and giving us Tucsonans a nice view of Dublin greenery in the background (minus the likely humidity). They also contain advertisements for his work, but nicer than the average ads.

Another song I keep coming back to, not so simple, is a setting of The Tablet of Ahmad.

(his homepage is www.lukeslott.com)

[updated 5/23/22]

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misc

Offboarding

I’m retiring at the end of the year after a very long time at one place, and predictably, our well-organized and project-based team has created an Offboarding project for my departure; efficient, logical, and documented. But it’s not how I feel– if I could, I’d like a process like the Cheshire Cat’s in Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland:

“… I wish you wouldn’t keep appearing and vanishing so suddenly: you make one quite giddy.”
“All right,” said the Cat; and this time it vanished quite slowly, beginning with the end of the tail, and ending with the grin, which remained some time after the rest of it had gone.
“Well! I’ve often seen a cat without a grin,” thought Alice; “but a grin without a cat! It’s the most curious thing I ever saw in my life!”

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baha'i

Book: Intended, by Sharon Nesbit-Davis

I ran across a book on Amazon by an acquaintance from my college days, Intended: a marriage in black & white. It’s a memoir of growing up in Illinois, with a focus on her painful 5-year engagement to marry George, a black man, and the racism she encountered. It’s very well written, understated, and it does finally end well.

I didn’t know her, but in our little Bahá’í community of Normal, Illinois it wasn’t possible to not follow her story as it unfolded, and some of the anonymized people she refers to I knew at the time. I met her in a group during my first week or so as a freshman, and I remember 2 things: She intentionally wore mismatched socks, and she was a very talented mime artist. I met George once or twice but never talked to him — he had a very soft & kind voice, and he went on to become a social worker.

What Sharon brings out so well was the racism we absorbed just growing up in southern Illinois, never aware, for me never even showing because I almost never met a black person so I didn’t have to face my own reactions. She quotes one of her most supportive and open-minded friends asking her “but what about the children?” Now, 45 years later and in a more diverse city, I can see that such children are very cute & wonderful, but I can remember the fear then. And George’s family had the same fears.

From the acknowledgments:

The first story in this book was prompted by my friend … she posed a question: “Is there a story from your childhood that would have predicted your life now?” I immediately thought of the Black doll I loved. And thinking about that story led to more stories that revealed a clear path, an intentional one to the life I have.

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baha'i tech

Expanding the definition of “human”

(this is speculative, FWIW)

There are a lot of Bahá’í Writings, applying to a lot of different contexts, and many aren’t translated yet. But I’ve been puzzling over two quotes. The first is:

Know thou that every fixed star hath its own planets, and every planet its own creatures, whose number no man can compute. (Gleanings, LXXXII)

This makes sense to me — how could a universe so vast (and probably not the only one) not have life everywhere? And the concept of social progress with the Bahá’í concept of Progressive Revelation — that we are evolving from family unity, to tribal, to national, and now we need world unity — surely implies interplanetary unity somewhere down the road? And besides, there’s Star Trek 😉

The other quote is:

Having created the world and all that liveth and moveth therein, He, through the direct operation of His unconstrained and sovereign Will, chose to confer upon man the unique distinction and capacity to know Him and to love Him—a capacity that must needs be regarded as the generating impulse and the primary purpose underlying the whole of creation.… Upon the inmost reality of each and every created thing He hath shed the light of one of His names, and made it a recipient of the glory of one of His attributes. Upon the reality of man, however, He hath focused the radiance of all of His names and attributes, and made it a mirror of His own Self. Alone of all created things man hath been singled out for so great a favor, so enduring a bounty. (Gleanings, XXVII)

This too makes sense — this physical world is a nurturing home for humanity, and the definition of “mankind” or “humanity” is often cited as “fully reflecting all of the attributes of God”, not just some of them like the mineral, plant, and animal Kingdoms.

But look at that second quote closer: it says “man has the unique distinction and capacity to know Him”. Surely the Klingons can also know God? And we’re not admitting a pantheon of gods, there is just One God for both Klingons and Earthlings.

So if I bring those 2 quotes together, it seems to me in a Star Trek future, we would have to use the words “human” or “mankind” to also include all the different intelligent species in the universe, and they would have human souls, neither Klingon souls nor Earthling-specific souls.

This might be quite a shift in our thought. There’s probably a reason the distances between stars is so large, related to our capabilities now.

Orson Scott Card explores this in Ender’s Game, where we face the guilt of wiping out an entire race of beings before really knowing them, if I remember it correctly.

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baha'i meta

The universe within

There’s a new Baha’i site with a name inspired by the same Seven Valleys quote this site was inspired by. It’s called “The Universe Within”, but it’s not a single website, rather a contrasting approach to mine — I use plain text on a one-older-guy blog, they are a young group producing music videos with computer-generated animation. The group uses 3 resources at the moment, rather than a single website:

I like the artwork. This little musician is kinda cute.

Cute flute player

Beyond that, too soon to tell how it develops but I’m very hopeful. I have the impression that it’s so new, they hurried to organize what is here in time for their Bahá’í Chat Zoom talk today. Below is their Seven Valleys quote, from the Zoom chat.

Likewise, reflect upon the perfection of man’s creation, and that all these planes and states are folded up and hidden away within him.

Dost thou deem thyself a small and puny form,
When thou foldest within thyself the greater world?

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baha'i tech

Feeling like an old carburetor

Back in the 1960’s cars had mechanical carburetors and ignition, even manual chokes, and for me they were sometimes a source of problems — if they were adjusted just right, the car ran well, but the next day it might not because the weather changed a little, or the airflow got a little obstructed, and the engine sputtered or failed to start. Sometimes it flooded with too much gas, but if you let the car sit for an hour or so to “dry out” it would start then. It wasn’t as predictable or reliable as with today’s sensor-equipped models.

As I age I find my own mind acting like this, some days are productive, some a wash, and some have failures where the best I can do is try again another day. Right now I work in InfoTech, but not in management, and the level of detail required becomes difficult to manage as an older person. Most of my coworkers are at least a generation younger, some almost two generations; although we discuss the work itself, there is no one I can talk to with similar experiences. In my small local Bahá’í community I can watch how people deal with aging and learn from them, but they don’t work in IT.

Lately I’m puzzling over a new experience, and not just in the workplace — sometimes people seem to react overly well to me and I think back the next day and wonder what in the world I did that was so great; other times people will look at me in disgust and I think to myself what did I just do wrong? That’s usually a good time to quit for the day and try again, but sometimes even after reflection I can’t figure out what happened, thus it’s harder to learn from.

One thing that’s obvious is I’m too isolated, and so I talk too much in some situations. That takes time to work on, but I should have more time in a few months.

Using the analogy that our heart is meant to be a mirror, Baha’u’llah says:

Cleanse thy heart with the burnish of the spirit (Hidden Words #8)

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misc

Reparations

According to an article in the Washington Post, the Australian government is planning to make cash payments that actually amount to something (ca. $55,000 per person) to some of the native peoples who were/are mistreated by the dominant white culture. This idea has been discussed, with no action that I know of, in the US (“The case for reparations”, by Ta-Nehisi Coates), and there have been commissions set up by the Canadian government too; I think they took some action.
The reason this is significant is not because these payments are really a fair compensation at all, but because doing something that takes more than a token effort is a necessary step to heal the culture which did the damage. America is carrying the burden of two original sins: genocide and slavery, and both are historical sources of our material success and spiritual challenges. The “land acknowledgement” statements now being used are a good step, because knowing our history is important, but at the same time they are token, too easy.
(If you go to https://land.codeforanchorage.org and put in your zip code, or text 855-917-5263 with it, you can find out what your acknowledgement should say)
After World War 2, Germany paid reparations to the new state of Israel for its genocidal actions. But it seems some members of the Israeli government didn’t want to accept them because mere money is so token, or they wanted revenge instead, according to the Coates article linked above. But we can’t undo the past, nor hide it. Faulkner is often quoted — “The past is never dead. It’s not even past.”
(When I read Faulkner in college, I completely couldn’t understand his novels — maybe I’d have a better chance if I reread them now, time permitting)
This is a preachy post, but I wanted to say that I don’t think America is terrible or wonderful, it’s both (just like the current internet, actually) — we have to replace either/or with both/and and move forward from there, all together. I think we have a lot to learn from the indigenous cultures among us once we get through this. One little-known book I come back to on this topic is “Faith, physics, and psychology: rethinking society and the human spirit” by John Fitzgerald Medina.
One other link — an angry song from the sixties by Buffy Sainte Marie, “My country ‘Tis Of Thy People You’re Dying”.

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baha'i

Navigating the Double Epoch

This is just a link to an article by Hugh Locke from Dec. 2020 that I think is a good view of our current point in history, and possibly the only one referencing the 1648 Peace of Westphalia 😉

Navigating the Double Epoch: Thoughts on changing humanity’s current plot line

The Google search on “oneness of humanity” mentioned in the article as having over 5 million results, now (July 2021) shows about 8.5 million.

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baha'i

Short prayer for decision

In regard to his affairs, let him repeat nineteen times: “Thou seest me, O my God, detached from all save Thee and cleaving unto Thee. Guide me, then, in all mine affairs unto that which profiteth me for the glory of Thy Cause and the loftiness of the station of Thy loved ones.” Let him then reflect upon the matter and undertake whatever cometh to mind. This vehement opposition of the enemies will indeed give way to supreme prosperity.

This was revealed by Bahá’u’lláh for Shaykh Kázim Samandar, date unknown but in the latter part of the 19th cent., probably in tumultuous times.

There’s also a nice song with this text in one of my favorite albums, Radiant Heart (Shadi & Shidan Toloui-Wallace, bilingual)

Decisions can be hard — you look at what you’re leaving and you see an ending, with no assurance of anything positive to replace it. But not acting is an assurance of nothing positive to replace it either, and time runs out.

Praying is hard too; reading or saying the words is easy, but that’s only to call out the feelings and yearnings, which I still can hardly ever do, after decades. Then being still and “listening” neutrally, without prejudice, is even harder; never wholly attainable. Buddhist meditation might have the idea. You have to be empty.

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baha'i

A small UA-Bahá’í connection

Last week my wife attended a Bahá’í workshop on racism held at the Little Chapel of all Nations on the University of Arizona campus, and when the day ended, everyone said “Let’s go to the Abdu’l-Báhá garden”. We didn’t know of any such location on campus, but they went, and she took a picture which explains why they called it that:

low-res photo of the garden steps

Officially this is the Underwood Family Sonoran Landscape Laboratory at the UA College of Architecture, Planning, & Landscape Architecture.

Inscribed on the steps in the picture is this 1921 quote from ‘Abdu’l-Báhá:

At the gate of the garden some stand and look within, but do not care to enter. Others step inside, behold its beauty, but do not penetrate far. Still others encircle this garden, inhaling the fragrance of the flowers; and having enjoyed its full beauty, pass out again by the same gate. But there are always some who enter, and becoming intoxicated with the splendor of what they behold, remain for life to tend the garden.

To actually try to read the quote, view the fullsized 18mb image. Even then it’s a little hard to make out.

(the quote is what we call a pilgrim’s note, not authenticated, and the wording varies a little in some sources. But it’s essentially the parable of the sower and the seed.)